I remember reading the novel "Lady in waiting" 5yrs ago...thanks to Roh(miss u gal)
I made up my mind to be a lady of reckless abandonment to God...
I wish i could say I never looked back since but the first 3yrs was like a marathon race with silly stops...
At some point it appeared like a 'redundant state' even though my vow kept ringing in my ears
Would get up..put on my helmet of salvation+sword of the spirit;both dropped from from time to time
Prayer seems sometimes like a routine..a 'must do' every morning and 'sometimes do' at night
Then the breastplate of righteousness was under my box...an occassional wear
And the belt of truth was always on my waist with little or no effort to keep tightly fitted
Eish...i so relied on my own strength and principles.
Oops! the shield of faith was like a last resort...to quench the feiry darts of the enemy
Then... my evangelism sandals was most underutilized meaning I walked 'bare-footed'
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In the last 2yrs...I realized the place of Grace in the race!
More interested in cultivating my relationship with Christ into a sizzling daily romance than bearing the name 'His Bride'
Better than before although the road isn't free from twists and turns...
Only difference this time is my willingness to rely on,trust and obey Him...Not there yet,but not walking alone either.
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Gladwell-my sweet flatmate recently shared how the Bible records Jesus being worried (more than anything else) if he will still find FAITH on earth when he returns ...(How true!)
Here's the big question: Am I waiting with my lamp burning like when we first met?
Today, I woke up with 2Tim 3 ringing repeatedly in my head particularly the phrase in Mat 24 'The love of many will wax cold...in the last days'.
One of my inspiring friends I recently met gave me an insight as to why 'the love of many wax cold'
Not tarrying in the place of prayer and meditation to get a fresh anointing daily...sooo true!!!
The place of prayer isn't a remote location but the heart...do i mediatate day and night? Do I take a step further to observe and do what is written therein through the help of the HS?
My evangelism sandals needs to be strapped on my dainty feet ASAP...
The harvest is truly great but labourers are few
Wake up my spirit soul and body!
Wake up comrades!!!
But hold on oo... I can't go without His presence,His power and His promise.
These trio are only obtainable in the throne room...chill T,don't try moving a foot without these three
Like Moses: 'If u presence doesn't go with me,I aint moving an inch father'
Lets put on d whole armour of God(Eph 6:10-) The arm of flesh will fail us...Lets go prepared with our best friend,and navigator..the Holyspirit!
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