Monday 29 August 2011

Dear Blog

Dear Blog,
I am going through a phase right now...its so confusing
Met a new friend...(i know its no news but em...kinda cool)
Broke through my resistance of 'no extra time'
Not yet my heart tho...I am soo guarding it BGG


Ok, so he is just a friend oo,don't mind anyone sneering and saying otherwise,
Like jj who thinks am 'falling'
And Blessing who thinks am on the verge of 'falling'
Or Gladwell who thinks am just being conservative
Or Pp who thinks am silly...she says No LDF

(Above all the HS who knows every evry..lol)

Oh blog, do u think....? well...i hope not!
Well here's d deal,i kissed dating goodbye yrs ago,but i woke up recently and saw Dating snooping around my crib...asking to be let in..here's the big question: Did i kiss dating goodbye or goodnight???
I was so sure I said goodbye..with teardrops on my cheek
Dating...i had concrete reasons to bid u farewell and its still same,I haven't changed my mind
Just that time is too precious+my heart too treasured to keep wandering...
I know we'v had som 'fun-filled' adventure but i insist...goodbye dating!

D lounge is no longer available,HS and I are having business tea-break in d same longue
Bye dating...............byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Brb dear blog,i need to finish up EHS assignment
More gist soon(wink*wink)

Sunday 28 August 2011

Lets Go!!!

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I remember reading the novel "Lady in waiting" 5yrs ago...thanks to Roh(miss u gal)
I made up my mind to be a lady of reckless abandonment to God...
I wish i could say I never looked back since but the first 3yrs was like a marathon race with silly stops...
At some point it appeared like a 'redundant state' even though my vow kept ringing in my ears
Would get up..put on my helmet of salvation+sword of the spirit;both dropped from from time to time
Prayer seems sometimes like a routine..a 'must do' every morning and 'sometimes do' at night
Then the breastplate of righteousness was under my box...an occassional wear
And the belt of truth was always on my waist with little or no effort to keep tightly fitted

Eish...i so relied on my own strength and principles.
Oops! the shield of faith was like a last resort...to quench the feiry darts of the enemy
Then... my evangelism sandals was most underutilized meaning I walked 'bare-footed'
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In the last 2yrs...I realized the place of Grace in the race!
More interested in cultivating my relationship with Christ into a sizzling daily romance than bearing the name 'His Bride'
Better than before although the road isn't free from twists and turns...
Only difference this time is my willingness to rely on,trust and obey Him...Not there yet,but not walking alone either.
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Gladwell-my sweet flatmate recently shared how the Bible records Jesus being worried (more than anything else) if he will still find FAITH on earth when he returns ...(How true!)
Here's the big question: Am I waiting with my lamp burning like when we first met?
Today, I woke up with 2Tim 3 ringing repeatedly in my head particularly the phrase in Mat 24 'The love of many will wax cold...in the last days'.
One of my inspiring friends I recently met gave me an insight as to why 'the love of many wax cold'
Not tarrying in the place of prayer and meditation to get a fresh anointing daily...sooo true!!!
The place of prayer isn't a remote location but the heart...do i mediatate day and night? Do I take a step further to observe and do what is written therein through the help of the HS?

My evangelism sandals needs to be strapped on my dainty feet ASAP...
The harvest is truly great but labourers are few
Wake up my spirit soul and body!
Wake up comrades!!!
But hold on oo... I can't go without His presence,His power and His promise.
These trio are only obtainable in the throne room...chill T,don't try moving a foot without these three
Like Moses: 'If u presence doesn't go with me,I aint moving an inch father'

Lets put on d whole armour of God(Eph 6:10-) The arm of flesh will fail us...Lets go prepared with our best friend,and navigator..the Holyspirit!

Friday 12 August 2011

His...Protocol

As I looked through my research protocol...
Couldn't help but think there's still a lot to be done dotting the 'Is' and crossing the 'Ts'
Anyone who reads through should get a grasp of the study objective at least..
Wish it was that easy but got a 'perfectionist' as supervisor..good but that means more work
And a co-supervisor who happens to be one of the managers in charge of TBIC: the study focus
With a course convenor,who wants nothing less than a health systems research
Plus a co-course convenor..fresh from Wits..he has just concluded an 'award winning'case study

Various comments from the four intellectuals, how am i supposed to reconcile conflicting ideas/comments?
Well..I started, most times spending hours just brainstorming what,why,how,which....oh no!
It then occured to me the first question..why TBIC?Is my inspiring heart throb aware of every phase..
Is He being carried along? Oh no! i mentioned it passingly once or twice
I call him when am out of my wits end..and thats about all I remember doing

Hmnnn..He is so gentle and meek,waiting to be invited right from the start..
Knowing the mind of each of the four supervisors,
He is able to harmonise their comments and ideas

He wants people to live free from infection...
Gave men wisdom to adopt such infection control measures
Still busy inspiring His beloved princess to explore such thematic area

Been through the mountains,valleys....
Moments of inspirational rush and brain fatigue
All the same..I need to bear in mind..it's His protocol..yes His!

And whatever is borne of God overcomes...
His grace is sufficient for me..His strength made perfect in my weakness