Can I trust you?

If after 18+ years of acquaintance, 9yrs of 'intimate' relationship tho xterised by brk up,make up phases
which ended up deepening the affection,creating more understanding and supposedly built trust and devotion...
Your soul mate looking so doubtful, fearful and lost spills these words: 'Can i trust u?'

 How would u feel? Betrayed, hurt, disappointed or humiliated...

Well, i just did and this time around He didnt wrap me in his arms to reassure me..
But in such rare combo of tenderness&firmness; turned my face towards his and declares...
Babe, I will always be there...its been 27yrs,isn't it time u let me into that innermost part?
I want all of u...
Let me handle it baby,
Before you were formed in ur mother's womb, i have always been there!
Where is that childlike trust?Who tampered with ur unwavering faith? What have you been focusing on lately?

Yes u can always trust me! Here is my grace..just sufficient for u Oluwatoyin.

I sobbed
Lost count on how many times i have doubted His ability through me
Inspired by His grace,i focus on the author and finisher of my 'undaunted' faith.