Help..am getting off track!

Usually, my blog starts with just a few lines and ends up in an unprecedented epistle..
But tonight...am too 'sober' to type so many words..
I just realize how much i think and speak negative recently...my heart seems to revolt

I seem to dwell on wrongs,play it back on my mind several times till it becomes a settled thought
Yet..i know its easier to forgive seventy times seven times than to replay wrong deeds
suddenly i find such a wide           GAP                     between knowledge and practice

Holy spirit pls help me...am seriously 'majoring in minor''. Where is my child-like heart?

Help me to give the benefit of doubt several times till the wrong becomes insignificant
When it is already made significant...remind me of your word,guide me unto all truth that I may be free from such negative thoughts
Help me to be wise
Help me realize how much forgiveness i have received so i can easily forgive

thank you HS.xxx

nyt(chuckles)